Before and after

Before and after
Before...eating junk, no exercise and feeling terrible. After...eating "clean", weight training, cardio and feeling amazing 19 years later.

30 years ago I was in the path of an unhealthy future due to my poor food choices and no exercise. Eating Clean cleansed the inside of my body and I sculpted the outside with weight training. Now 48 years old, I'm in the best shape of my life. It's never too late to change your body and your life!

Monday, February 27, 2012

5 weeks in - 5 weeks to go!


So far, so good!  I'm on track and working hard every day in the gym for my first ever NPC bikini show in just 5 weeks.  I truly am giving it my all in the gym and have NOT deviated from my nutrition plan.  I'm thrilled with the results so far.  I'm eating a ton of egg whites, salmon, spinach, lean ground turkey and other clean eats.  
I don't want to get too thin, but still do cardio every day along with weight training.  I'm also practicing walking in 5” heels and trying to make it look natural!  That's quite interesting!  In the meantime, I have a bright fuchsia bikini waiting for me to prance in it across the stage in a few weeks!!  Oh geez!  
It really is amazing what you can do when you make a plan and make it happen.  Is it hard in the gym? Yes, but worth the results!  Is the diet hard? Not really because I eat a lot – 6 small meals a day.  Planning and making food ahead is key!  I already feel so much better.

**  Make your plan, commit, EXECUTE that plan, and reap the rewards.  It's so worth it!  **
  
Thanks for letting me share my progress with you.
  



Saturday, February 18, 2012

Four Weeks to Fit and Counting...

Well, here I am!  I started my fully committed “back to fit” journey just 4 weeks ago.  As you can see from the “before” photo, I was bloated from sugar and all the garbage that I ate over the holidays.  I felt so gross when I took the picture that day.  Now, four weeks later of eating clean (100%) and working out like a dog at the gym, I feel that I have made a huge improvement already.  I’m down 5 pounds and can see and feel my muscles returning.  There are still a few places that need improvements, like the back of my thighs, but I’m working so hard to get rid of a couple of dimples that popped up out of nowhere.  (I’m sure from the mountain of Kraft caramels that I ate last fall!) 

I’m only six weeks away now from my first NPC bikini competition.  I’m either crazy or…crazy!  Anyway, I’ve already proven to myself that I know HOW to do this.  I just had to believe in myself, set a goal, vision it, and DO IT!  That is where most people get lost, the “doing” part.  If you let your mind talk yourself out of it and make excuses, you will every time.  As I have always said to everyone else, don’t overthink it.  Plan it and do it.  Execution!  Make it happen for yourself because it doesn’t happen by itself or magically. 

These egg whites have helped me so much.  I highly recommend them.  You can add just about any clean food to them with some seasoning, pop them in the microwave, and you have a high protein great snack/meal.  ½ cup = 5 egg whites.  http://www.eggwhitesint.com/

I’m excited about my progress and feeling fit again.  Not only do I feel good physically, but mentally, ten times better!  When you start not being able to zip up your jeans and your clothing choices are fewer because of tightness and bulges, it’s so depressing and frustrating.
Eat clean 100% - DO IT
Work out with weights and cardio – DO IT
New fit and healthy body – OWN IT
I’ll continue to keep you posted on my progress and keep me posted on yours too.  


Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Egg Mc-Minus-Muffin!

                    

So far, the first week and a half of my new (old eat clean) mind set has been great!  I've been hitting it hard in the gym and at home in the kitchen. I've formed my plan of attack for this competition that is now only 8.5 weeks away. Yikes! 100% absolutely no sugar, first and foremost. There's none to be found in my house; I'm limiting my fruit to very small amounts and only early in the day; only clean eating all the way now! 6 small meals a day - a protein, veggie, & complex carb. 

I found this little microwave egg muffin maker at Target. I used it today and love this little thing! It's going to be great for my mid morning and afternoon snacks (minus the muffin, of course). I used 3 egg whites, Mrs. Dash, salmon, quinoa, mushrooms, and spinach. 1:45 in the microwave and I have a very healthy, clean, protein-packed snack. Yummy!  

I'm going to take a progress picture this weekend and will post if it's not too gross!  Lol...  :)

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Please forgive me father, for I have sinned...



Ok...I know it's been forever since I've contributed to my beloved blog, but I'm back. I've ignored it for too long. The reason? I fell off the sugar-free wagon and I've just felt GROSS. I did so well for so long, but I'm only human and gave in to temptation around Halloween. It started with Kraft caramels!! :(   I've said it before, but I truly am a sugar-holic.  Once I start eating sugar/candy, I cannot stop!!  I don't know WHAT I was thinking! I'm so furious at myself and I've gained about 8 pounds. I talked myself out of heading to the gym many times in the last three months. I feel so bad...not only have I been beating myself up mentally, but physically, I feel like I'm starting my transformation journey all over again.  Well, guess what?  I really am! 


I ran into my gym friend, Serena the other day. She's such a cutie and full of energy. Several months ago, she competed in the Europa-Dallas show Bikini division. It was on her 30th birthday and she is a mother of two. Wow, she looked fantastic and still does. She mentioned a future competition to me once before, but I told her that competing had never been my motivation in the past.  For some reason, when we spoke this time and she brought it up again, I thought..."Hmmm. Maybe that's what I need to force myself back into the lifestyle that I know and have been living, up until a few months ago?" So, I said yes!!! OMG!! I'm going to compete...at 47 years old? What have I committed myself too?  


I have exactly 10 weeks to get my butt in gear and get rid of those old caramels that have attached themselves to the backside of my thighs! I started a few days ago and have read EAT CLEAN STRIPPED another three times already! I'm feeling good about my decision now, but very nervous and scared already. It's no holds barred...I'm doing this!! I've transformed my body before and I know that I can do it again. Thank you, Serena, for saying exactly what I needed to hear so I can get refocused on the eating clean lifestyle that I know so well. 


I'll keep you posted on my progress!  :)

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Her hard work paid off!

Congratulations to Ava Cowan...winner of the 2011 IFBB Europa Super Show - Dallas - Pro Figure!!

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

See what it takes...

As most of you know from my earlier posts, I've always admired Ava Cowan.  I used her as my vision in how I wanted to shape my own body.  Even though it's never been my goal to compete, I knew how I wanted to transform my body just for my own personal satisfaction.  Will I ever have Ava's body?  No, but I can get mine to look the best that it can be and use her as my inspiration which what I still try to do.  I read her blog entries on a regular basis and was totally blown away by this one.  The commitment that she has to do what she does is incredible.  I thought I would pass it along to you so you can see what it takes to compete and be a professional at her level. 
Ava Cowan - Blog
One Week Out!
08/05/2011
Today marks the one week out from my contest.  I had a cup of coffee, my treat, and wanted to rub a few brain cells together to give you my update.

Getting ready for a contest, for me anyway, takes every ounce my soul has to give in order to be fully ready.  Fully ready meaning getting lean enough.  Just so you know, it never gets easier to do.  There are ways that you learn to have more balance and find certain things more tolerable, but I have never gotten more comfortable with the hunger aspect of this sport.  I use mental tricks to get through the rough times, such as cardio 3 times a day when I am on less than 50 grams of carbs per day.  I have been asked recently on Twitter how I am able to committ to getting to the gym 3 times a day to do my cardio.  I an nutshell, I picture any area that I am not 100% satisfied with, and that image alone makes me get up and go.  No matter what.
Speaking of nutshell, I also remove all food that I know I could "sleep walk" to and eat.  More specifically any nuts or peanut/almond butter.  I am required to eat very small amounts of healthy fats that are derived from nut sources, but I literally have to make it extremely tough to get to this close to a show.  I actually have to go and buy my raw unsalted almonds everyday so that I don't have them here in my house.  I will eat them, I am addicted and I have no defense.  Mark even has to hide his almond butter!  LOL, he knows I will sneak in and get some in the middle of the night.  And those calories add up quickly!  You have to know what you can and cannot handle, and I personally cannot be around anything that could ruin my prep.  It helps to get honest with yourself, and just eliminate anything that can come between you and the goal.
As for today, I have one more 35 minute cardio session that I will do here in the small gym.  It should be empty in there as it's Friday night.  Nothing worse than when you have to get some work done, and the good machine is taken by someone.  So after my 9 PM meal, I will head over there to knock this out.
I have really 2 solid cardio days before my schedule gets filled with hair, nail and other various appointments as well as packing for my trip.  I will start working on that on Monday.  I hold onto knowing that the hardest part is almost over.  Another thing I think about that motivates me is that I will already be ready for the Olympia.  I don't have to kill myself getting ready for the biggest show of my life.  I can relax a bit and maintain my physique for another month.
I do have 3 photoshoots lined up, that are for my portfolio, and I am pretty excited to shoot some new images.  I love the creative aspect of modeling, and it is very important to document these incredibly amazing moments in my life.
I will let you in on something that is on my mind lately along the lines of fitness modeling.  I still have the goal of being on the cover of Oxygen and Muscle & Fitness Hers.  Maybe you can send some positive  thoughts or suggestions to help make this a reality.  I do appreciate it!  And you know I will not give up trying.
I will Tweet, Blog and Facebook my Dallas results.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Looking back...



29 months have gone by since the start of my fit and healthy journey through clean eating and weight training.  As I reflect on the first few months, I realize how important it was for me NOT to have given up after not seeing “overnight” results.  I’m even more proud of myself now because I had a vision and just kept going, pushing, doing, and propelling myself to my goal which was to look and feel better than I ever had. 

For those of you who have just started on your own journey, I can’t stress how important it is to get your routine going and stay on that new routine.  Consider it your new job until it feels like it’s just “part” of your life.  It’s amazing how fast you will feel “off” if your plan is disrupted.  It’s important not to focus on the scale too much even though you’ll want to in the beginning.  It can be discouraging if you’re not seeing “immediate” results like you assume you will.  Transforming your body takes time and the commitment to keep moving forward through this slow, gradual, and rewarding change. 

Make your plan for clean eating and weight training, have a vision of how you want to look and feel, and don’t deviate from that plan and vision.  You will make it happen because YOU are in charge of your body and how it looks…you.  Never give up and keep pushing on.  Then you, like me, will be thanking yourself and be so glad that you did.  :)

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Same 'ol, same 'ol...?


Fortunately, I’ve met a lot a nice people at the gym.  For the most part, everyone takes their workouts pretty seriously and there’s not a ton of chatter.  Most people are hard at work sweating it out and making the time that they have count. 

Unfortunately, I’ve also noticed several of the same people on the same treadmills and elliptical machines doing the same thing every day and always looking exactly the SAME!?  What gives?  These people are taking time out of their busy day to come workout, but there’s never a real noticeable difference in their appearance.  After many months of monitoring this, I’ve come to the one conclusion that I know is true…it’s their diets! 

Yes, you should be working out...yes, you should be sweating...and yes, it’s great that you’re motivated enough to actually make it to the gym and put in the hard work!  But, why make it harder on yourself by not eating healthy (clean, non-processed foods & NO sugar) all the time?  

Who wants to waste time dogging it out on a treadmill every single day with no real results?  Don’t keep doing the same old thing by eating cruddy and then trying to make up for it with cardio.  If you eat clean, that’s 80% of the battle right there! The next 20% can be spent on weight training.

In a recent study from the University of Southern Maine, it showed that weight training offered more bang for your buck in the calorie-burning department than cardio.  Participants burned as many calories in 30 minutes of weight training as they did going for a 30-minute run at a lightening fast six-minute-per-mile pace.  So, if you're looking to burn calories, weight training is your best bet!

If you want to look the same…do the same.  If you want to look different, then do something different…EAT CLEAN & LIFT WEIGHTS!  J  

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Suck it in or suck it up?

Last night I went out to a local club.  It was something that was not planned and the invitation came very unexpectedly.  No big deal right?  Well, for those of us that have had weight issues in the past, it can be a bid deal and an emergency/freak-out situation!  You think… ~Oh geez, how do I hide the pooch…Do I have a big jacket…I look too fat in this…Oh god, I don’t have anything to wear…I look terrible…I’m just staying home.~  We’ve all done it.  Most of us have “skinny” clothes that we hope to fit into and “fat” clothes that we wear because they fit. 

As I reached into my closet and pulled out a couple of choices of what to wear, it hit me…everything fits, I’m not in panic mode and I “know” that I will look and feel great in the clothes that I decide to wear.  There was no sucking in and folding over flabs of skin as I buttoned, hooked, and zipped things up.  There were no girdle type undergarments needed for any pooch and there were no back boobs bulging out.  I cannot tell you how great it feels after putting in all of the work on my body to not have to worry about all of that “extra baggage” and how to hide it! 

Face the facts…undergarments, like the one above, are out there for everyone trying to conceal the pooches, flab, and folds that we know we need to get rid of for good.  Besides being very hot and very uncomfortable, they're just hiding the truth…the truth of knowing what needs to be done to rid your body of fat.  You can continue to keep “sucking it in” for last minute plans, photos, skinny clothes, and the mirror, but eventually you have to let it out.  If you want to get rid of those “fat” clothes for good, do what it takes, don’t deviate from your plan, and MAKE IT HAPPEN to shape your new body.  You’ll be ready for any unexpected plans with no “freak-out”.  Suck it up now and do what needs to be done so you won’t have to keep sucking it in!     

Friday, May 27, 2011

Who's got the secret?

Everyone wants to know the secret to losing weight and getting fit.  Or do they?  Don’t we all truly know how it’s done?  Burn more calories then you take in to lose the weight - lift weights and eat protein to build muscle, right?  Well, because we all “really” do know the answer, everyone wants to hear something different like, take this pill or eat this cookie and you won’t be hungry and will lose weight.  No one wants to hear the truth…sweat, huff & puff, grunt, run like hell, and push as hard as you can.  We want the easy and simple, painless, great tasting answers that are just not a reality. 

Reality is first making a commitment and becoming totally honest with yourself about what you’re doing to your body from the food you eat to your lack of exercise.  To me, that’s the most important step you can take.  It’s hard to be honest with yourself about what you actually put into your mouth 24/7/365 and how much you’re not moving your body. 

Reality is also about actually doing it…getting your workouts in, shopping smart, planning ahead, eating clean, and continuing to do it every day.  Yes, it sucks sometimes when you’re out of breath and you feel like your legs are going to fall off on the treadmill.  Yes, it sucks to get up early and head to the gym.  Yes, cheesecake and cookies taste fantastic, but this is the only way to get from point A (your before) to point B (your after). 

That is the answer…there is no easy solution.  You make it happen.  You are the only one that can get off of the diet roller coaster and you are the only one that can put in the hard work to do what it takes to look and feel how you want to.  No one else can do it for you…not a trainer, not your spouse, not your wishful thinking or good intentions.  It’s your hard work, your commitment, your efforts, and your drive to make it happen...it’s YOU.  That’s the “secret”.

Friday, May 13, 2011

The true cost of eating clean?


Any time that I discuss eating clean with people that inquire about my physique, I usually get the same response, ”That’s really expensive to eat like that.”  I used to think the same thing in the beginning.

In today’s world, we can get great deals on anything…fast and junk food is no exception.  You can get 99-cent tacos, burgers, sandwich, and drink deals everywhere you look.  You can grab just about any kind candy, chips, caramel corn, and cookies for under a dollar at grocery, convenience, and discount stores.  Not only is it a great deal, it tastes good too.  Even the word snack sounds fun…let’s have a SNACK! 

After learning HOW to actually shop for the right food from Tosca in The Eat Clean Diet, it opened my eyes to how blind I had been in the grocery store.  Initially, you may think that you’re paying more because you’re buying a lot of fresh food.  If you haven’t shopped in the produce section and are not familiar with buying fresh poultry or fish, it can be jolting at first.  If you really want to do it, just learn to make adjustments and make it work.  There are plenty of good healthy choices that won't break the bank.  Not only are you saving your health by eating clean; you really ARE saving money in the long run. 

Make a wise choice and spend a little more now on the RIGHT food, or you can spend it later on medical and hospital bills…your choice.

Heart attack                                        $760,000
Stroke                                                    $140,04
Diabetes per year                               $13,243
High cholesterol meds                        $2,400
Eating clean                                         Priceless

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Girls can play with big boy toys too!


As many of you know, until recently I worked out in the basement of my home in my “makeshift” gym.  I had Bowflex dumbbells, a treadmill, flat bench, roman chair, and a few other things.  I made it work with what I had.  I recently joined a gym because I felt that I needed to focus on certain areas with machines that I could only find in a “real” gym.  

Even though I’m more confident that I’ve ever been with my body, it was still very intimidating walking into the gym (especially the free weight area) in front of a bunch of men…men that are grunting, breathing heavy, sweating profusely, and standing around.  That might be over exaggerated, but you get my point.  It’s a strange feeling in the beginning.

Now, I feel at home with my new gym and it really doesn’t matter who is there, or not there, when I’m working out.  I focus on my workout and what I need to do in the time I have.  It’s become very therapeutic for me.  My only problem now is that my workout gets a little stalled because of those same “men” asking me questions about how I got so lean, do I compete, etc., but I take it as a compliment because I’ve worked really hard to get where I am today. 

If you happen to be a female newbie at the gym and feel a little overwhelmed from the machines and the men, you might consider checking it out when it’s the least crowded (Sat or Sun late afternoon) and map out your plan of attack.  This way you will know where everything is, how it works, and you’ll feel confident beginning your workout no matter who is around you.  Don’t let other people at the gym intimidate you…pretty soon they will be glancing at you because of how incredible you look!  It really is ok for girls to play with the “big boy toys”.   J

Monday, April 18, 2011

What's your maintenance plan?


As I sit here waiting for the oil to be changed in my car, it makes me notice how some people are conscious about the maintenance and care of their vehicle, but not their own bodies.  An oil change…they flush out the old gunky oil that’s black and thick so they can add fresh clean new oil that’s pumped through the engine and makes your car run more effectively and efficiently.  That can be compared to our blood.  We want our bodies to run the same way, right?

I never really understood why oatmeal has anything to do with our blood and lowering cholesterol, but after researching it (Google search, of course), here’s what I found:

Oats contain a special kind of fiber called beta-glucan, found to be especially effective in lowering cholesterol, and providing antioxidants that help protect blood vessels from the damaging effects of LDL cholesterol. Oats rarely have their bran and germ removed in processing. Steel-cut oats, sometimes called Scottish or Irish oats, have a nutty flavor, and consist of the entire oat kernel (similar in look to a grain of rice). The oats are sliced once or twice into smaller pieces to help water penetrate and cook the grain.

I have also been making a lot of barley.  Here’s another interesting tidbit about barley:

Barley may lower cholesterol even more effectively than oat fiber, according to some research. A 2009 analysis of studies from the University of Connecticut shows that people who eat barley regularly have reduced levels of LDL, total cholesterol and triglycerides, but not high-density lipoproteins (HDL, or "good" cholesterol), compared to people who do not eat barley. Hulled barley, available at health food stores, is higher in whole-grain nutrients but is very slow-cooking. New varieties of hull-less barley are becoming available. Lightly pearled barley is partially refined, missing small amounts of the bran, but still rich in fiber.

I have to say that my favorite is quinoa.  I use it as a side and in salads. 

Compared to other grains, quinoa is higher in calcium, phosphorus, magnesium, potassium, iron, copper, manganese, and zinc than wheat, barley, or corn.
Studies have shown that quinoa has documented health benefits too!
Quinoa, in its whole grain form, may be effective in preventing and treating artherosclerosis, breast cancer, diabetes, & insulin resistance
Researchers attribute the health benefits of quinoa to its complete nutritional makeup.
http://bodyecology.com/articles/quinoa_benefits_guide.php

Since I started eating clean, I have cooked and eaten things that were once very foreign to me.  I since have adopted new ways to give bland grains more flavor with garlic, salt-free seasonings, salsa, low sodium chicken stock or broth, ground sun-dried tomatoes, etc.  I encourage you to look at grains in a whole new light. 
Keep your maintenance up and “change your oil” frequently so you can keep on running.  J